elusion
n. 逃避；回避
例句
Sometimes I feel oneself orders in the elusion!
有时我觉得自己使唤在逃避！
But please be relieved, this is not elusion but a new start.
放心，这不是逃避，这会是新的开始。
If know final outcome is so, that time of I rather choose elusion!
假如知道结局是这样，那时的我宁愿选择逃避！
